christ i fuckin hate my rents. they are actin like children. they got into this retarded fight over the fact that my mom critizes my dads drivin sometimes. and so they stopped talkin but that was like a week ago. and now they wont even be in the same damn room as the other. i cant handle this anymore. im really hopin that they end up gettin a divorce that way this whole damn thing will be over wit like honestly its not help that neither will say srry like even though its both of their faults no one is sayin srry. i think my dad made a slight nice gesture by askin my mom if she wanted him to pick her up a pack of smoke while he was out. and she said no. but when i got home my mom was like how come u didnt phone me i was gonna go and get dinner up there and get smokes and pick u up from work. but i was like well i didnt kno cuz dad said to walk home. and if she wanted to do that y didnt she just show up or call me. its not like i like being dragged into this. but now i am. and its pissin me off everyday that they fight. im thinkin that i might as well just lock myself away and not even bother with them anymore like until they start actin civil and shit i dont wanna even be around them like y cant they get over their pride and grow up. they really set a great example for their kids right. and ppl wonder y i have relationship issues, well if u met my family u would understand. anyway thats enough of my bitchin. i just really needed to get that off my chest. luv u all... that is is anyone still reads these.

Currently Listening Street Gospels By Bedouin Soundclash s see related

somethings never change

b: can i have my jacket back?

g: no, i want fair trade.

b: what do you want?

g: what have you got?

b: what do you need?

g: what do you think i need?

b: what do you want me to think you need?

g: well, when you figure it out call me.

b: i think i can't give you what you want without someone getting hurt.

g: here, take your jacket. the deals off.

b: i didn't mean it that way.

g: that's what they all say.

b : i'm sorry.

g: i'm sorry too... for ever giving you a chance to fix this. and for thinking you cared enough.

update... for anyone that still reads this... i have been in and out of the hospital for over a week now. i saw a doctor today and he doesnt kno whats wrong... now ive been to see who knows how many of them. i wish it would stop. anyway.. i might be getting new pain killers which is awesome kinda... anyway i'll stop wastin ur time and go... thats if anyone still reads these.

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 okay so here the update. to everyones surprise... well not everyones just anna, ariel and helens surprise..... i have been dating a guy from vancouver named robert for a month.well i had decided that i should break up with him. because i dont LOVE him. i thought i did. but i found i didnt. so yah. anyway. i felt bad cheatin on him. the worst part was that i was cheatin on him with my ex who i hate, but still makeout with just so i dont feel lonely. its a pity thing. and i also like other guys that arent robert. that made me fell bad. so yah.. im hopein that sooner than later one of the two guys i like will return my love. i got to sit beside one of them today and the other had grabbed my boob. i acted shocked and upset that he grabbed my boob, but secretly i loved it. ariel knows exactly what i mean. wow im such a whore. but i think i might try to change my ways just so i can be with one of them. i had a question asked about what would happen if i had to choose between the two of them, and i couldnt answer the person. i honestly couldnt choose. but im sure that over time i will come to a choice. or maybe i will outgrow my infatuations with these to men. well one i consider a man. either way im gonna make them a man if they arent one already *wink wink nudge nudge* lol anyway thats about all i have to say right now. if anyone still reads these things im always happy to entertain u with sad love stories that are completely pathetic.